if i could only make this go away
this torture i put myself to
maybe in the end
what i need is a friendly word
what if you aren't real
lets forget who we are
i've always waited for it
i just met you
i just talked to you
and i miss you
i miss what i can't ever have
these barriers that keep us apart
everything that doesn't let me be
just be
the silence that kills me
i have so much to say
and so afraid to say it
this is just another test
a test that i've completly failed
and i guess i haven't learned
a true and sweet shoulder i can cry on
smart but innocent
wise but passionate
what if i'm not real
it couldn't fuckin matter
cause the void has always been arround.
lets run away from all this pain
the misery and loneliness that suffocates
to some place far deep inside our minds
the sweet, warm and wet kiss
everyone talks about that i never felt
i wanna live and love!